Life is moving so fast, and some times I feel like I can't keep up. I know that God has a plan for my life, but not knowing what that plan is is so hard for me. People ask "So what are you going to do after DTS is over?". I have no idea, and at times I'm ok with that and sometimes I'm just not. The important thing is to remember that this is not my life. I have given it to Him, and He is in complete control. He knows the desires of my heart. He knows what I long for. Also His timing is perfect and will be perfect for me. So even though I know all that I still struggle with being ok with not knowing what I'm going to do when I get home.
Giving this to God is so hard, but I'm doing right now. God I'm sick of trying to take control and figure out my life. I let this go and don't want it back. I have options but I won't dwell on them any longer. I'm trusting You to lead me and show me the next step.
We leave for PNG in two weeks. We are starting to get stuff that we are taking all together, and becoming really excited. We still need quiet a bit of money to come in, so please be in prayer for that! Its going to be a really excited time for us. I'm excited because I don't think that I have ever been pushed like I'm going to be there. It will be physically hard for me. Please keep these things in your prayers.